Baby Meeeee hehe =( i was so cute 

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so it was the first day of school... and i feel really bad..i duno wat my problem is.. i have the biggest mouth and im so annoying.. if i were someone else id hate me so much.. i got verbal diarehea (wateva.. spell check.. the shit thing) lol i no wat im sayin and i no i shouldnt be talkin but i cant control myself! theres no excuse for how annoyin i am.. arghh. ok got results for maths half yearly 43% failed.. i new i was gona fail but i got annoyed at myself for getn the stupidest things wrong.. so im in class bein vocal bout my marks and complainin bout how annoyed i was with myself.. and just bein really ungrateful for my marks.. i mean i guess i didnt do that bad compared to the class.. but still.. and lorenzo kinda told me to keep my complains to myself.. but did i listen? noo! :S i had to keep talkin.. and now i feel really really bad.. i mean if i had goten a mark and some1 who got higher than me started complainin id get pissd.. and i was doin exactly that.. now i feel really bad for bein a bad person :( and i regret openin my mouth..
english marks.. 13/20 = 6.5/10 lucky it was only 10%.. i didnt do bad.. didnt do good.. i got the average mark.. i wanted to do better.. hmmz wats done is done
last nite i went to bed round 1 didnt fall asleep till about like 3 or 4.. and only got about 3 or 4 hours sleep.. got home from skool and round 5 fell asleep till 8:30 :S i hate sleepin in the day.. now i got a major headache.. dizzyness.. confusion.. annoyance.. blehh all that :S
2moros mufti day arghh hate it so much.. i didnt no wat to wear.. amandas frend was over helpin her find clothes 4 2moro.. so i asked for advice.. and now under alot of pressure im wearin 3/4 black stripy pants.. long black and white socks.. white singlet.. black mini jacket thing.. and joggers.. im gona look so bad and wrong.. not me.. and gona feel uncomfortable.. but yeh :s i duno wat else to wear.. arghh
i cant think.. head hurts :'( bye byez

random quotes..

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.. the truth is everyone out there is going to hurt you, you just have to decide whos worth the pain..
there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from your dreams and hold them for real, its true that we dont know what we have until its gone, but its also true that we dont no what weve been missing till it arrives...
if hes the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning... the only thing you think about all day... and the last thing you think about right before you sleep.. then you know your really in luv..
sometimes in life you only get once chance.. sometimes its now or never..
the greatest irony of luv is letting go when you need to hold on.. and holdin on when you need to let go

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today i went over my cuznz place.. shane n anthony.. for a bbq.. every1 was there.. [01:01am some1 thinkin bout me...:S] anywayz.. made me think of who i am.. and y im like that.. ive come to a conclusion..
when i was younger.. i was a tomboy.. always hung around my guy cuzinz and felt more comfortable round guyz.. i started to grow older.. more mature.. and so did my guy cuznz.. they didnt want me hangin round when they picked up chicks or were just actin like guyz.. so i was kinda pushed away from them.. i had to find a new group of ppl 2 b with.. made me closer to my girl cuznz.. now i hang around girls.. and be girly with them.. makeup clothes check out guyz try n act all eww yukk.. u no a girl.. but im not comfotable with them.. girls bitch complain whinge bla bla... wateva.. i realised that if im in a situation with a big group of guyz and theyre my frends i can be really comfotable with them and joke and wateva.. but as soon as some1 mentions the possibility of relationships or some1 bein hot or sumthin.. i totally get weird.. im not comfortable and act really shy and quiet.. and thats the total opposite of wat im really like.. i like bein original and loud.. i wore odd socks to church with hundreds of ppl lookin and i yell and scream and make weird noises wen walkin round.. but if theres some guy there i totally change.. if im with my cuzn.. i hate it.. and its becoz wheneva we go out.. theres always a guy around.. or guyz checkin her out.. or a guy.. guyz everywhere.. i think thats y i hate it.. becoz i hate it.. i pretend i dont care and i dont try.. y should i try to be somethin that im not and feel uncomfortable? and if a guy does end up likin me wen im fake then i dont like him or i get annoyed.. other people think im upmyself or sumthin.. like for example.. the u18s thing.. the guy was all ova me or wateva it was.. and afta that i complained and whinged bout him.. but then people ask.. y do u even go when u no that u18s r place 4 ppl 2 meet n pick up? i really dont no wat 2 say.. i really wana meet some1.. but i duno..i cant.. im not comfotable with anythin.. i feel really bad.. i got tears in my eyes now.. everythin in my life seems to be piling up.. and i cant handle it..
all problems seem to be illuminated rite now..
my family frends skool.. everythin seems to hav been exagerated and problems seem to have expanded.. so uncontrolable.. and i dont no what to do.. ive tried blocking it.. but i keep exploding.. it never works.. avoiding the problem only makes me more sad.. and i end up here sittin on the net.. pourin out my feelings and crying.. i need a new way to deal with things.. i need to get away.. i need time to myself.. i need to find out who i am.. i want so many things 4 my life but i cant seem to get anythin..
i wana pack all my things and go.. somewhere.. who noes where.. away... i wish i was some1 else.. or with some1.. or had 1 person there just to be there.. omg i feel like cryin.. but i cant.. eyes r teary.. its 1:17am.. dad told me that i had to get offline at 1.. but i think him n my sis r watchin a movie and he 4got.. i hope he falls asleep and doesnt come in here.. i dont want any1 2 c me sad n teary.. its embarassing.. arghhh
lol its really funny.. ive noticed that wen i blog bout all this shit.. no1 seems to comment.. but i understand and i feel really bad.. y r some ppl so caring? they care so much and worry and dont no wat 2 say.. i feel bad to worry ppl.. wen its normal 2 feel bad.. i feel bad when some1 asks me wats wrong.. coz i dont wana tell them and make them feel bad.. i duno if that makes sense.. but wateva.. i want help but i dont want it from ppl that r close to me.. i duno y i feel like this wen if the shoe was on the other foot.. and i was readin one of my frends blogs id really wana help.. but i feel like they dont need to b there 4 me.. every1s got there own problems.. and they dont need more.. i think i just need to meet new ppl.. and talk 2 strangers and yeh.. i have no idea wat im sayin..
i dont wana get offline.. not yet.. ive still got hope.. ive got the willingness to be happy.. my brain is 2 sided.. i wana breakdown but i wana be happy on the other.. my head talks to itself keeps sayin relax go to sleep wake up problems will be gone.. the other says cry let it out talk to someone.. i duno which side to follow.. so i end up sittin here getn emotional.. cry laugh.. stare into space.. im rally weird.. :S
ive also realised i cant concentrate for more than 10minutes or sumthin.. i always get distracted.. and then wat i rite doesnt make sense at all..
today i laughed so much.. this always happens to me when ive had a good day.. i always seem to run out of laughs and happiness.. im really emotional.. i seriously think i need help lol..
ive been blogging for 24 minutes.. think thats enough.. just gona listen 2 some music for awhile..

*sigh*

arghh... y do some people always think that there problems r more important than urs? i mean some people do hav more problems than u.. and i bet i think my problems r worse than others.. but i mean u should atleast listen 2 someone elses problems n try help them sort it out.. not contiue on and on about who noes wat completely ignoring u..
i hate being ignored.. i hate bein told 2 butt out wen it actually does involve me.. and i seriously hate bein told to shut up.. thats the worse.. if some1 tells me 2 shut up i click it.. i cant take it.. i cant b quiet.. arghhh and i was havn an ok day 2day... but then every1 around me seems to be getn really annoyed.. and now im getn annoyed..
ok.. im moody again.. now im ok.. :S
i went drivin today.. and omg i feel really really bad coz i havent gotten my Ls yet.. :'( that was 1 thing i wanted to do in my holidays.. but i didnt.. im so lucky i neva made a list for these holidays. coz if i did i would b really pissd that i didnt accomplish it..
im really distracted.. duno wat im ritin.. last nite was explicit at nineveh club.. so shit.. not even 100 ppl came.. camera man.. told me 2 get outa a foto.. how rude.. miami pics r up.. ours isnt there.. im so fukn pissd.. y doesnt no1 like meeee =( arghh i think i embarassed shane.. he was sitn on a chair in middle of dance floor.. being the clown that he is.. and me n my cuz kathryn kinda ran around him and i ruined his hair lol..
some weird freak just added me.. assyrain.. cant spell.. and thinks he met me at a wedding and i was with amy.. i bet its steven..
anywayz im stop writin

saley kotik

At Night.. No Lights... (eewww)

S...T...E...V...E..N says:
omg...trying peeing at nigh with no lights and your a guy
S...T...E...V...E..N says:
lol...A distarter
Ѕамаитна [Mz_mE¤DoOBa][The Sooner You Go To Sleep.. The Sooner Tomorrow Comes..] says:
turn on the light
S...T...E...V...E..N says:
It hurts your eyes
Ѕамаитна [Mz_mE¤DoOBa][The Sooner You Go To Sleep.. The Sooner Tomorrow Comes..] says:
lol omg
S...T...E...V...E..N says:
At least you guys sit down, I have to freaking control ...lmao
S...T...E...V...E..N says:
AT NIGHT, NO LIGHTS

lolzzzz ok that was a lil convo from today... :S no point to it actually.. but i want comments!!! tell me what u think.. haha

im feelin normal again.. well as normal as i can be.. i woke up at 3pm =) finally what the holidays are meant for.. sleep... lol it was good.. i actually slept well.. but wakin up afta that was annoying
my dad pissed me off.. like always.. but hes getn more strict.. yesterday i kinda walked outa the house and go u cant control me anymore.. but it wasnt really walkin out.. coz i was goin 4 a walk with my sis.. with an hour limit.. omg how can ppl hav limits wen ur around ur neighbourhood? its 2 controlling.. arghh anywayz
atm i feel a bit better
i was just a bit weird coz of sumthin that changed.. wasnt big but yeh.. my net life = my private life.. my esacpe from the real world.. my net life met my real life.. shocked my system lolz.. i no thats stupid.. but most things in my real life r bad :S and my net life is good.. so i was afraid that this step over the line would also become bad.. but atm its ok..
im livin day by day again.. which keeps me sane.. thinkin bout the future is not a good thing to do.. brings too much worries and :S craziness
lmao in a convo with steven n david atm and cant stop laughin.. clowns haha
omgggg its my dads bday.. i 4gotttt omg omg omg... who cares.. lol its only me n nat here atm.. parents r out.. amandas at hungry jacks with diana.. yep cant concentrate..

BTW any1 readin this plz comment.. i wana no whos actually readin =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA

happy 17th pamela.. hope u had a magical day and hav many more to come.. :P

obliterated life

soo.. obliterate = delete, which is wat i have done to the last two blog entries.. i felt that its stuff that was really stupid and that wasnt real.. i was just crazy at the time when i wrote them..
today went over my grandmas house for the whole day.. nuthin to exciting..
didnt have enough sleep.. u no how wen u sleep if ur normal.. ur brains meant to sort out all ur problems..and ur meant to wake up feelin refreshed and more relaxed.. well somethings wrong with me coz my brain didnt do anythin.. i just kept waking up.. i think my brains in overload and cant sort out all my problems.. and i cant relax.. i duno wat to do.. i used to relax by taking long showers and havin music up full blast.. but my stupid bathroom doesnt have a power point for me to listen to anything.. its driving me crazy..
every holidays i feel shit.. my feelings become amplified.. and more things seem to worry me.. i deal with that with the thought of goin back to skool.. but now i dont even wana go to skool.. im so not looking forward to skool.. i dont wana face hw, assignments, exam results, frends.. anything :S im really hating it..
another way i would relax was talk to my frends.. but now i dont even no whats going on.. i feel really lost and confused and need help..
i breathe and breathe tryin to push that lump back down my throat and get rid of that feeling.. but it rises and my eyes fill up with tears and i have to wipe them coz if any1 sees me i duno wat id do..
arghh im soo moody these days. i wana be happy.. i spent 10 minutes staring into the mirror trying to smile.. so my parents dont realise that i spent nearly half an hour in the bathroom crying.. it didnt work.. walked downstairs sat down tears came back.. hid my face by going into the kitchen pretendin to get icecream..
it feels like i have no1 to talk to.. but i no that i have a million ppl out there to talk to.. my frends.. but i feel like im goin crazy.. my brain is split in half.. half of it is sayin talk to someone.. the other dont.. shutup.. relax.. breathe.. tears..
arghhhhhh anyone no any good ways which i can help relax..? and get rid of my worries without worrying other people..?

Bring It On

today was the "Bring it on - Youth Festival" - at fairfield showgrounds.. kathryn and bec slept over last nite.. this mornin we piked up diana n went 2 the youth fest. walked around 4 ages.. omg i got a henna tat on my hand.. of a butterfly..its cute =) and then i got this lil turtle airbrushed on my right wrist hehe.. we went stockies ate at maccas... met up with net frend.. hmmz wat else.. i duno
right now im really bored n annoyed.. my computer is goin so slow :s and i think its coz my nets capped.. afta a certain amount of dl.. it gets slower.. omg and weve dl like 1GB in 1-2 weeks :S omg lol
hmmz and hardly any1 is online... amyyy i wanted 2 tell u sumthin.. oh wellz it wasnt really important just wanted 2 tell u wat happend 2day.. but still where r u???? omg and my cuzn thinks i like this guy :S but i duno and yeh arghh lol so confusing
anywayz im just really bored and wana waste time till i get sleepy
atm im really really tired and sore and broken and moody and whingy and i need to shutup
ok bye

Reflection of the past few days...

12-04-05: i piked up anna and we met glermo at livo watched a movie (the pacifier) .. then went 2 parra by train.. walked round.. tried on some formal dresses took pics bought tickets for miami bla bla.. after that caught another train to town hall but we 4got 2 get off so we ended up at milsons point.. so we went luna park.. thenn we caught a ferry to back circular key.. and then another ferry to manly.. went to manly beach and shopped.. and thennn took another ferry bak to circular key.. and caught a bus to george st.. and walked round.. walked all the way to cockel bay.. and walked all the way bak to george st.. ate.. and caught train bak 2 livo.. but on the way we had 2 stop coz some guy was tryin 2 kill himself on the tracks.. that was near ashfield.. lol and thennn we continued back to livo.. and caught a taxi to a street near annas house(not all the way coz were cheap) and then walked bak to her house... lol and that was the end of the day.. hehe we bought a day tripper for the day.. mine cost $15 and hers only $7.50 stupid concession :S lol makin me waste alot of money payin adult.. hehe anywayz.. throughout the day we took pics of every station we visited.. and plannin to make this a routine adventure every holidays.. any1 interested welcome to join :D hehe btw my mum thought i was gona go 2 livo and head back to annas.. and my dad thought i was sleepin over nonortas house with my sister.. lol

13-04-05: woke up at annas place... caught bus to livo.. and shopped till we literally dropped and were too tired to walk.. i had to buy a dress and jacket for miami that nite.. and anna bought shoes n stuff.. met my cuzin kathryn there and caught a train to fairfield so we could go 2 nonos house.. we got ready and left for miami.. (under 18s at King Toms Club edensor rd) omg miami was unforgettable.. so many people there.. good music.. i danced lolllzzz wat a funny image.. my dancin involves me jumpin up and down movin side to side and singin really loud and screaming.. it was me amanda kathryn nonorta nevada n her bf.. there.. and we saw heaps of ppl from skool.. like moe n my yr and lots of girls in yr 11.. yah.. anywayz throughout the nite we danced.. ooo and some guy fully grabbed my ass while i was dancin.. turned around n he ran lol.. hmmz nonorta started 2 dance with her frend.. 4got his name.. kathryn danced with this dude who tried 2 pik her up.. so i was nigel 4 awhile.. till the guy nono was dancin with.. his cuzin decided 2 dance with me.. we danced for like 2 minutes.. till his frends came and he went to talk 2 them.. and then wen he came back he fully grabbed me and started to dance really really close.. :S lol tried 2 feel me up ewww and he was so tall and coz im short my head was under his nose and i could hear him breathe and it was soo yukky.. omg he kept tryin 2 touch my boobs n ass so i kept grabbin his hands and like started to jump around so he would stop touchin lolz and he tried 2 pash me.. i musta looked like a freak.. (my sista later told me that my jumpin up n down didnt look 2 good to other ppl :S) eww lol.. i also found out that this guy is there like every time wearin the same clothes.. and hes the guy who tries 2 put his dick on u.. omg ewww :S luckily he got bored and left with these other girls.. haha after we got home.. we figured that this guy i danced with was the same guy kathryn was dancin with 1st who also tried 2 pash her.. and he wasnt nonos frends cuzin.. they switched wen he went to talk 2 his frends.. arghh i was dancin with a stranger hehe... oh wellz.. it was still fun.. and crazy a nite ill never forget.. :D all the time we were there my dad thought we were at nonortas house.. my mum picked us up and we nearly got caught.. coz my dad called me and amanda n weboth hung up in his face.. we later found out he was callin coz he wanted my mum 2 get him a kebab.. luckily my mum covered and said we were in nonos room playin music and playin with our fones.. hehe yeh wat a nite.. never forget it

14-04-5: yesterday me nonorta and kathryn woke up.. did nuthin all day.. and stayed in our pjs till kathryn went home.. we bummed and relaxed.. went on the net :P which was a good day.. i got to talk to alot of people i missed talkin 2.. and 4 some reason stevens pissed off at me lol like always.. anywayz yesterday was pretty boring except some of the convos i was in.. which made me feel good.. isnt it amazing how some people can say exactly the rite thing to make u smile?

15-04-05: today was another day at home.. i woke up with a dream fresh in my head.. which involved some guy askin me if ive ever put dettol on my face... *shrugs* lol who knows.. my brain is weird.. today nono went home.. wen her dad picked her up my mum asked if she was gona go youth festival (on sunday at fairfield showground from like 1-8 free entry anyone welcome its fun...) yeh and her dads like "no! a womans place is in the home" omg.. how rude.. hes exactly like my dad.. no wonder theyre cuzinz.. haha :S oh wellz with some convincin my mum made him change his mind.. so yeh.. cant wait till sunday.. had a few arguments with my sister today.. invovling who gets to go online in the nite.. she won like always :S oh wellz.. she'll learn one day.. hmmz and thats pretty much my day.. boring..

Luna Park hehe =) 

Guess Who

today was this future leaders forum in the city at opera house.. small room.. we had to wake up at like 6 or sumthin n meet at station at 7... omg the train ticket lady was so mean.. i showed her my concession card.. and she was like "NO!!.. this is not acceptable" and then she drew lines through it... lol it was expired.. its not my fault our skool hasnt issued out new cards :S and then we had to pay $10.40 just for a return train ticket.. like OMG with all of us payin.. we payed like nearly $70.. we coulda went by a car and got full tank of petrol plus extras! lol wata waste of money.. haha
we got to the lecture thingo at 8:45 or sumthin.. got our papers and went in at 9.. it was so boring.. u wouldnt believe it.. me and amy and eunice nearly fell asleep it was that boring.. the thing was meant to go 2 like 1pm.. at 11 they had a small break.. free biscuits and drinks.. lol we stole drinks and bolted... haha ran far far away as we could.. lol pretended we were tourists so that we didnt get caught.. take fotos here n there hehe...
we walked out and there were these street performers.. this guy who walked on a titerope, juggling fire sticks and ate a big knife.. and then there were those fake statues that were real people.. (look below for pic...)
afta that we went to eat.. n then went movies.. watched "guess who" lol it was a good movie.. i liked it.. got really into it.. had tears in my eyes alot of times.. and it was really funny.. lol its a shame my frends didnt think it was that good.. i really luvd it... =D
after the movie... we decided to be cheap and go to capitol and take cheap shots usin my digital cam.. instead of payin 4 the fotos.. we went in a booth and used there backgrounds.. took about like 7 fotos.. and then this guy came in.. and goes "do u need help?" saw the camera in stevens hand.. and goes "no cameras allowed!" and then he left.. and i had the camera in my hand this time.. and another guy came in.. hes like "im sorry but no cameras allowed" lol i made up some bullshit story.. "aww but we wana pick the best background b4 we buy a foto...." "the pink ones the best" lol me n amy n shelly tryin 2 hide behind the curtains.. lol it was sooo funny.. afta bout 5 min pretendin we were gona pay for 1.. we snuck out and ran.. lol it was so embarassing.. i cant believe we got caught.. we were so cheap haha tryin 2 use their resources so we had pretty backgrounds in our fotos..
anywayz.. got on train and went home.. it was a good day.. had fun.. relaxin :D
nuthin else has really happend 2day.. well not yet.... hehe
to be continued...

mime thingo in syd 

to trust or not to trust?

ok.. now a really big quote from amys blog:
"sometimes i want to get a blog so i can bitch about ppl.. i read this blog.. n she said wot i always wanted to say.. i shall quote her.."So I was stupid enough to tell people that I had created a blog. Dumb idea; I had envisioned this anonymous on-line journal that would be full of expelled thoughts frustrations, and yes, ramblings that no one would see. Yah, right. Gradually a couple of people got the address out of me, and, subsequently, they are now privy to all my personal crap. So now - HA - I've created this one. This one will remain anonymous so that I can vent, bitch and whine without interruption and/or embarrassment." select-ramblings-maniacal-thougthsthats exactly what i want to do....arrRrz..but sometimes i feel like wots the point of writtin it if i dont even know if anyones is reading it.maybe deep down.. i want to be understood by people..why is it when we looked into our soul, look down into our mind..our thoughts are too immoral, too impure to be told to people...well at least thats how i am.."
so i just quoted amy quotin someone else.. it makes me think what the point of a blog is.. and why people intend to write them.. when you blog shouldnt youconsider who ur audience is gona be? well i no i did.. and i make sure i dont offend anyone or say anythin that could hurt someone else. i understand a blog is personal.. but how can a blog be personal if its available for the whole world wide web to read? so with the intention of letting you feelings out you should be aware that people do read your blog and you could hurt people. after reading some blogs i think that maybe a blog isnt a good thing to have always. it can hurt.
hmmz.. dont trust anyone.. maybe best advice given to me by many people but ive never really listened to them. i think i might take the advice now.. i trust people but to certain extents.. there are only a few people i can trust entirely.. and even them dont no every lil thing about my life.. there always has to be limits..
i hate the net atm.. theres no point to it.. its been a big disappointment having it back.. i think i was over excited to have it back and now im sad coz its such a waste of time.
holidays are here.. planning adventure.. wana do so many things.. but the situation with my dad is gettin more hopeless.. hes getting even stricter and for no reason.. i hate him so much sometimes.. today he insulted me.. i think he said something along the lines of me being stupid and lazy.. i tried 2 defend myself he told me to shutup.. and i was like so i have to sit here and be insulted by u? and hes like yes i can insult u as much as i like.. hes going crazy.. even my mum says he is.. hes picking on every little thing.. my grandma is kinda old.. shes at the stage of complaining and whinging bout life.. my dads actin like her... really old.. and hes so pessimistic.. its depressing.. he thinks he knows what the world is.. for example.. i was thinkin bout getn a job at a movie place (hoyts or greater union) hes like whats the point u wont get the job.. they dont go for people like u.. *raises eyebrow* wtf? what people like me? what am i? how rude can he get? he goes i no what its like.. ive been through life.. omg he doesnt even have any friends..
i think thats y he doesnt let me n my sisters out with our frends much.. coz hes jealous he doesnt have any... its not funny.. im serious... thats how he is.. today he wanted me 2 go on the net and get him this paltalk thing.. he wanted 2 listen to people talk about conspiracy shit.. i tried 2 get it for him.. but i couldnt find it.. and he got pissed off coz i didnt know what he wanted.. i couldnt get what he wanted.. so i wasnt allowed on the computer.. hes jealous that we go on and play and know how to use it.. he doesnt let us on coz he doesnt no how 2...
arghh :S
hands gettin tired from typin.. angry typing.. im yelling with my hands lolz
yeps... thats it..
bye byez

lalala coco jambo

hmmz... im finally back on the net.. i think i expected to much.. i dont really like being on again.. it isnt at all what i remembered it to be like.. its kinda boring.. i mean its fun in a way but when im on msn.. i feel like i have to talk to every1 and sometimes im just not in the mood to talk.. or i wana do something else but i cant coz im chattin...
atm im eating lasagna.. i woke up at 5 this morning.. have been for a few days now.. i had my last exam legal so happy its over.. i think i did ok... yah.. and now im relaxing.. im really physically tired.. but my mind wants to do alot..
lol title of this entry is song im listenin 2.. lol its soo old :D but good...
hmmz enough bloggin
bye byez
xoxox

і наvз яєтчяиєd

wow it feels so good to be back.. i got adsl yesterday.. and im finally online :D im really really happy... i had my chemistry exam today... calculated possible marks... 53% highest i think i can get.. so hopefully ill pass... it wasnt as bad as i expected.. although if i had studied harder i mite have gotten way better... my waking up at 5am didnt seem to make up for not studying the weekend before, and on monday & tuesday...
the net is so amazingly fast that ive already downloaded 6 songs in about not even 10 min.. not coz it took that long to download each.. but because i didnt know what songs i wanted.
at the moment i should be studying for biology.. but i think i deserve a break... (omg phone just rang! not used to being online when it rings coz i used to get disconnected when i had slow dial-up) hehe... yeh anywayz i havent started to study... but it isnt that hard.. hopefully.. she basically told us all the questions anyway.. all i have to do is answer them and memorise.. wont be too hard..
ok.. i better go have a bit more fun till i have to go study..
12/03/05- hair redone... lol just so i know how long its been till i have to get it done again
bye byez
xoxox
Samantha