rainy days

its been awhile since i have blogged/ranted pointlessly.. Right now i feel very frustrated.. I hate it when people 'compliment' me on being a "top chick" friggen hell.. If im such a top chick then why am i single..? I get it from everyone.. That im nice or im sweet or the worst one:cute.. What ur really saying is that ur butt ugly but i dont wanna be mean so ill say that you look interesting and weird like a baby.. Lol yeah just annoys me.. Id rather get told the truth than a fake compliment.. Why bother being nice to me if ur just not that into me? Grr dont use me as a standby till somethin better comes along.. Im not a bus stop seat.. U cant sit on me till somethin comes and picks you up and takes you somewhere special.. Leaving me stuck cemented to the ground..
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