im at skool atm sittin in the computer rooms 4 legal.. stupid msn wont work... :S hmmz.. nuthin really to blog about.. nothing happenin lately.. got in a fight with my mum last nite at ffld :S not good :S hmmz ummmmm theres nuthin to talk bout.. sistas got a bf or sumthin.. wateva

happy chinese new year :P

atm im at Bonnyrigg library.. havent been allowed on the net for about two weeks... at the library doin research for chem n english assignments due friday.. im nearly done just got a few things left to do.. on msn2go as well.. hehe naughty naughty ;) i hired this comp for like half an hour and im kinda :( that noone that exciting is online.. i guess i just gotta wait until another time.. it wasnt meant to be..
omg amy brought tarot cards to skool and was telling my fortune it seems alright.. did love one.. not to good.. said that nuthin will happen :( stupid valentines day got everyone thinkin bout love and romance :( depressing..
lol naaa its not that bad.. i dont feel anything... its pretty good.. i keep gettin into fights with my family :S i wanna move out and its the rite thing to do.. but i duno if i can and all coz its weird..
omg amanda went through my picture album and saw some pics she wasnt meant to see and now she thinks she noes my secret.. shes so nosy and S L O W... she doesnt realise that those pics are about a year old.. wow its been a whole year :S time flys....
hmmz anywayz i only got about 5 or 10 minutes left on here.. so i betta stop bloggin..
till next time.. mwahz
xooxox

Don't Let Up

slept over kathryn n beccas place last nite... woke up went cogee beach at like 10.. i was prepared 4 a good day... but stupid lifesaver dudes havin a competition n races.. closed beach and only place we could swin was filled with seaweed ewww... just sinbathed a bit... lol got burnt.. saw a few hottiez... and heard really nice accents.. i wanna b english/irish bootiful accents...anywayz went home at around 3 or sumthin near 4... now im bak at there house relaxin... omg im so depressing and i didnt even realise it... everyones commentin bout my blog bein sad :( i gotta b happy.. try bloggin about happy things..
im not really sad... its just that wen im bored i over think and be really dramatic or sumthin and its kinda annoyin.. i gota stop doin it :S i realised that im kinda clostrophobic.. well my mum said i am... thats y i get scared wen she drives and theres 2 trucks near us and i go crazy.. so scary... its not only in the car though.. wen im in rooms with alot of ppl in them i cant stay in there without startin 2 breath heavily... lol its funny if u think bout it...
omg :S lol annoyed now... ive been on for about an hour or sumthin and i didnt talk 2 one of my friends coz i was busy.. and i go wait afta i blog ill talk.. and just now i saw and they went offline... arghh how annoying =(
anywayz im really tired.. sun taken all my energy... *sigh* *yawn*
oh yeh i was meant 2 blog bout tuesday that went n how i met up with this dude.. and how it was stupid and blah blah guyz hav 2 many expectations n theyre all the same up themselves luvo snobs haha lalala
*yawnz* oo so scared my sistas gona read this. like amys bro read hers.. so embarassing... 4 awhile i used 2 worry bout it but i 4got and started 2 rite stuff that i dont want ppl to read.. let my gaurd down... and im really worried now someones gona read my blog n get the wrong impression or think im a psycho.. im not... im just weird.. i dont have any mental problems.. well i dont think i do.. :S
No matter how bad things get
Girl don't let it get to you
I know you're trying to make ends meet
So girl don't let it get to youY
ou only got one life to live
So don't let it get to you
So go on and make the best of it
Just don't let it get to you
inspirational song... "Don't Let Up" - AKON... makes me feel betta :) so annoyed though... i ordered his album 1 month ago.. was getn imported n they said giv it 3 months... and then i heard from a frend it was out.. soooo annoyed.. they didnt even call me 2 tell me it was out.. i wanted 2 b the 1st 2 hav it.. but nooo a million ppl got it now and im not an individual anymore lolz haha
:D lalala so bored... and tired.. no1s here.. amanda n becca at beach... kathryn at work.. nats in the shower.. and im nigel sittn at computer... i wana hav fun now and talk 2 every1 coz i wont b on in ages. :S but i have no1 2 talk 2.. :S mite stop bloggin coz yeh...
bye byez xoxoxo

lala

school started on monday... its good.. nice bein bak talkin 2 every1.. havent been allowed on the net for so long.. but yeh.. its not that bad,, its helpin me have a clear head.. i no whats real and all that. no more overthinkin and overdoin stuff and all that.. its good... hmmz i miss goin on only coz i dont talk to some people.. but atleast my heads cleard and i no that all guyz r idiots and yeh...