Monday, March 26, 2007

snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes

Lalallalala I have a bad case of Mondayitis "'Mondayitis' or "having a case of the Mondays" is a feeling of weariness and apathy" For the past few weeks i havent been going to my early lecture on Monday mornings. I feel so bad, but i go to the tutorials. The tutor is so confusing, the whole unit is a waste of time. No one understands a thing, i dont like it. But oh wellz. I just feel guilty about not turning up. But i like sleeping in. Especially since the weather has cooled down. I love it, its so relaxing! I wana wear my new cork heel boots hehe but i duno where to wear them to, and im not too comfortable wearing boots coz i just never gotten into them. I realised my whole fashion has changed. I now wear shorter dresses and skirts, and its pretty cool. I still dont have a style but i like being versatile. I like being in moods and being able to sorta pull of certain looks. I cant stop eating Starburst Chews. They are so yummy! haha hmm anywayz gona go watch some tv :D should be catchin up on work =S butttt *blames mondayitis* lol.. and maybe ill invent tuesdayitis and wednesdayitis as well.. lol anywayz gona go be a couch potato!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Stress is when you wake up screaming & realize you havent fallen asleep yet

grr so annoyed atm i hate being ungrateful, but like its so annoying. the lack of thought into it makes it worse. i wish i could be happy about it but i cant. i feel like a really selfish ungrateful person. Grrrrrr. lol.. and like what am i supposed to do when someone puts someone else in a position where they have to do soemthin for them. as soon as these two people stop being friends, or when they realise that they are being used and stuff then im gona be left with all the blame. and whats with everyone avoiding stuff with people. like get to the point. if u have something to say, say it. get over it. i am not being fake i am being who i am. ohh and like why do people tell other people to tell me things whats the point. just tell me. grrr... and why do people complain about things thats happening to them, when they causesd the same thing to happen to me. like none of any of what ive written makes any sense. but bleh. like argh why dont people just get to the point, tell every1 whatgs on their minds, get it over with, and move on. blehhh!! if everyone walks around keeping it inside them then when a person actually says anythin they are the ones who hav issues. just so annoyed atm. but ill get over it. maybe..

Friday, March 16, 2007

вυѕу вυѕу

Its friday! That means i made it through yet another long week. It means that i have less weeks left to the holiday. It means that i can sleep in. Fridays are the best. Ive been so busy with uni.. Its good. I like being busy. Haha some lady called me up regarding this job i applied for, except i kinda applied to heaps of jobs, and i dont remember which one it was. Anywayz it was somewhere like an hour n a half away, and i had to tell her that i wouldnt be able to make it there all the time. Damn.. lol Oh wellz. yeh being busy is good keeps me from thinking i like that. =) except i have been heaps tired. Physically and mentally. I have heaps of work to do. I need to get organised lol So many assignments.. yah.. anywayz gona watch some movies tonight and go to sleep. No idea what im gona do tomorrow. But ill figure that out. =)

Sunday, March 04, 2007

It was my bday and i can cry if i want to

So i had a really good weekend away. me and anna left at 5pm coz i was late coz and headed down to the south coast. we got there just before 7:30 coz of traffic, just in time to check in. then we went n put our stuff away in our cabin which smelt a lil weird. we went to explore our lil area around our cabin with the torch light. we walked through this scary place which we had previously seen a black rabbit. it was full of trees and bushes. while we walked we sang to keep the monsters away and after a minute or so, we reached our beach. hehe so pretty. then we ran back to our cabin through the scary bug fulled trees and stuff. we watched movies all nite. and at 12pm anna went n got cake and put candles outside soo prettyful. on saturday we woke up and went to jamberoo after our "sight seeing drive" no we did not get lost. hehe. jamberoo was heaps fun, especially the wave pool.. which got us a tiny bit-ish sea sick. and the one where u lie down and just float around. we must hav gone on that one like 5 or 6 times or more. lost count.. then we drove back had nice long showers. and i was dead tired. we were meant to go to kiama that night. but so so tired. we stayed in ate alot after our bbq. and watched movies and slept. this mornin, we woke up and got all prettiful and went to the kiama blowhole or wateva it was called. nice view. but it was hot and we were gettin more burnt. ouchy that reminds me. my scalp is burnt *cries* oh and we had milkshakes and got photos developed. then we headed back to the cabin and packed up. and started our journey home, except we decided to detour to a beach in wollongong. think it was city beach like the shop. anna played with some scary looking crabs that looked like spiders. and then we went home. oh and we stopped for food. hehe. that was the weekend.
i hate being back. back to reality. the whole weekend i was sittin in hope that maybe just maybe some of my friends might come down.. and now its over, and it didnt happen. and ive been so mean. and i feel really guilty for being sad. i dont think im allowed to be sad without people being concerened and that makes me feel worse. and my sisters and mum n stuff. grr. they were tryin to be nice and im just confused. i think im just tired. im always just tired. oh wellz i dont wana go to uni 2moro. maybe ill miss my lecture. yeh i think ill do that. not a really good way to start the year by missin lectures only after 1 week. but who cares..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAMEETA! =) mwahs luv u hope ur day is beautiful