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well ive been sittin here for a few hours with a blank screen with the title "Snuffleupagus"...i keep gettin distracted and my original intentions and ideas have sorta gone.. hmmz.. snuffleupagus was Big Birds friend that only he could see.. i guess one could say that he was an imaginary friend.. in One Tree Hill.. Peyton's like goin out with this guy from Fallout Boy.. except no1 believes her coz no1s seen him.. they refer to him as her Snuffleupagus.. anywayz as the story goes.. eventually like on Sesame Street, they all finally see him and realise hes not imaginary..
and the moral of this story is......
it doesnt have one.. except i want a snuffleupagus!! i want some1 all to myself.. that no1 else is allowed to share with me.. :(
hmmz.. and theres people that i dont talk to often that i really really wana talk to but i dont want them to get the wrong idea about me..i just realised that by not talking to them giving them the impression that i like them, ive done the complete opposite, by ignoring them and now they probably think that i dont like them at all.. hmmz and now ive run outa time to find the balance between the two.. :( i really want uni to finish.. but then i dont becoz i havent gotten to make friends with certain people..
anywayz i really need a Snuffy. so if any1 can get me 1.. plz let me know.. thanx
Luv Samz
xooxo

x-men3

today we watched x men 3... it was an excellent movie..its like 12:30 and im upstairs on my laptop.. and this feels really kool... more like a blog/diary thing,, maybe coz its really quiet and im sittin in the dark,, duno..wana sleep nowz,, bye bye
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"Smelly cat, smelly cat, its not your fault"

well.. its been awhile since ive blogged, and awhile since ive actually talked to anyone.. its weird how we have to 'catch-up' with people now.. and how its not like b4 when every1 knew what was goin on with everyone else at that exact moment it happened.. well im gona try to make todays blog 'happy'... like i was goin through my old entries.. and saving them onto word.. i wana print it out.. so its more of a diary.. hmmz stevens been watchin friends.. anywayz this semester is nearly over.. and it went so fast.. if i look back i havent really come out of it being any different. or have i changed? i feel so weird at uni... i feel really introverted and like a complete freak.. im social.. like i say hi 2 people.. even if i dont know them... but id rather sit down and crochet like an old lady. not carin what people think.. then to sit there and act happy n friendly;.. omg how depressing... lol i try not 2 think bout crap.. and then is start havin a convo with steven bout uni n crap.. i dont even no why i complain.. its not bad at all. but its not as fun as i expected.. u watch movies and every1s at parties n stuff.. and havin fun.. but uni is like high school.. with the competition and the work.. when will it end?
now we are discussing how when people first meet you.. they dont get u.. like the other day i was babblin on bout somethin random.. tryin 2 make a joke.. be funny.. but they just thought i was really weird.. and over time, i guess people do get used to u and ur personality.. but after this semester im gona make different friends and have to start all over again.. there is no time for people to get me.. so how can i be myself in that sorta situation? yah.. happy happy happy.. happy little vegememite as happy as can be.. is that even a real song? or did i make it up? if i did make it up arent i talented? i remember once i had a fascination with pictures of snails and some real turtles.. i kinda forgot about that.. but i know why i liked turtles.. it coz in primary i got picked to hold a turtle names Lyonal. (dunno how to spell it..) but he was sooo cute. he was really old.. and my friend got to hold 3 baby turtles name heuy. leuy, and dewy.. (spell check again).. and i like pictures of snails.. coz in spongebob square pants.. gary says 'meow' and its cute... lol...
hmmz im bored.. and not sleepy enough to sleep.. i might just go 2 bed and listen to music.. ohh and my stupid ipod wont work coz my sister put her one on and now it wont read or accept mine.. and i have no songs on it coz they went on hers.. *angry face*.. oh wellz atleast i still got my stereo...
bye byez
xoxo Sam

tired

im really tired from all these assments, exams, assignments, homework.. if actually got a sore back/shoulder from typing too much and writing too much.. and sore hands.. and tired eyes.. i want to sleep.. but i cant.. got a group marketing assessment due 2moro.. and a small management exam.. argh tired.. cant wait till thursday when i get to sleep in..*hopefully* fingers crossed i can sleep.. some ppl at uni r really nice.. 1 of them gav me a lift home.. and i feel really bad coz he doesnt live anywhere near me.. and hes neva been to our area b4.. oh wellz.. how nice =D others are not nice.. =( but thats just me whinging and comparing to my real old friends.. just like to critisise how they arent like uze..