Saturday, May 13, 2006

"Smelly cat, smelly cat, its not your fault"

well.. its been awhile since ive blogged, and awhile since ive actually talked to anyone.. its weird how we have to 'catch-up' with people now.. and how its not like b4 when every1 knew what was goin on with everyone else at that exact moment it happened.. well im gona try to make todays blog 'happy'... like i was goin through my old entries.. and saving them onto word.. i wana print it out.. so its more of a diary.. hmmz stevens been watchin friends.. anywayz this semester is nearly over.. and it went so fast.. if i look back i havent really come out of it being any different. or have i changed? i feel so weird at uni... i feel really introverted and like a complete freak.. im social.. like i say hi 2 people.. even if i dont know them... but id rather sit down and crochet like an old lady. not carin what people think.. then to sit there and act happy n friendly;.. omg how depressing... lol i try not 2 think bout crap.. and then is start havin a convo with steven bout uni n crap.. i dont even no why i complain.. its not bad at all. but its not as fun as i expected.. u watch movies and every1s at parties n stuff.. and havin fun.. but uni is like high school.. with the competition and the work.. when will it end?
now we are discussing how when people first meet you.. they dont get u.. like the other day i was babblin on bout somethin random.. tryin 2 make a joke.. be funny.. but they just thought i was really weird.. and over time, i guess people do get used to u and ur personality.. but after this semester im gona make different friends and have to start all over again.. there is no time for people to get me.. so how can i be myself in that sorta situation? yah.. happy happy happy.. happy little vegememite as happy as can be.. is that even a real song? or did i make it up? if i did make it up arent i talented? i remember once i had a fascination with pictures of snails and some real turtles.. i kinda forgot about that.. but i know why i liked turtles.. it coz in primary i got picked to hold a turtle names Lyonal. (dunno how to spell it..) but he was sooo cute. he was really old.. and my friend got to hold 3 baby turtles name heuy. leuy, and dewy.. (spell check again).. and i like pictures of snails.. coz in spongebob square pants.. gary says 'meow' and its cute... lol...
hmmz im bored.. and not sleepy enough to sleep.. i might just go 2 bed and listen to music.. ohh and my stupid ipod wont work coz my sister put her one on and now it wont read or accept mine.. and i have no songs on it coz they went on hers.. *angry face*.. oh wellz atleast i still got my stereo...
bye byez
xoxo Sam

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

mmm ya well what i think is, the people who are meant to get you will get you.
I guess im in a different situation as u, coz im with the same lil class everyday, i dont need ppl to get me, they will eventually know me, if they dont, then i dont care coz i guess it's a feeling. If it feels right then none of these problems would be a problem.
ARr.. u make uni sound so bad haha, but i still want to go to uni.

amy