Practical Magic

"Sometimes I feel there's a hole inside me; an emptiness that, at times, seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, probably you could hear the ocean... I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still, sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I've had my happiness... Can love travel back in time and heal a broken heart? I'd like to think so." -Sandra Bullock, Practical Magic

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Roaring Twenties

Everyone book my birthday in for the Saturday 28th of Feb, 08. Its a Joint 21st 1920's Themed Ball. Official invites will be out sometime by the end of this year. Ever since i booked it, ive been googling galore.. costumes, wigs, accessories. Im really excited, i cant wait! Think moulin rouge, flappers, mobsters, molls, gangstas. Really suave, feathers, pearls, fake guns etc.
Anywayz ive been working.. as usual. it seems like ive forgotton alot or pushed out alot of things. Ive been busy, and havent had time to think. Which is good. But im scared i might break soon. Its hard to act strong, especially when inside i feel like breaking. Hrmmm but oh wellz, theres no point dwelling on it now.
This year i aimed to go on a holiday, get braces, and get my green p's and i pretty much did all that, plus more. I need to start thinking of a new years resoultion, something good, realistic etc... i know for sure i want to resolve old friendships.
I wish we were back in the twenties, at a speakeasy, just hanging out.. not a care in the world. Hahah except for:
The rise of radical political movements amid the economic and political turmoil after WW1 and after the stock market crash such as communism and fascism & Prohibition of alcohol occurs in the United States in the 1920s. Organized crime related to the illegal sale of alcohol booms in the period such as by Chicago mafia leader Al Capone
But the 1920's were the age where women were given the right to vote, so i guess 1920s was the time to be a woman. Such a beautiful period of time... haha hopefully i dont get over the 20's too soon, but every1 has to be in costume! u have like 2 whole months notice + more. haha anywayz i have to stop obsessing over this stuff, but atleast its a good distraction.. Anywayz back to watching Charmed.. about halfway through the whole series..
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Pisces Friday, Dec 5, 2008
"Don’t be surprised if you end up feeling a little exhausted before the day is through. And you should really try to get a little rest if you can and recharge your batteries a bit tonight"
I am very tired. Went parra today for ortho appointment, then shopping for about 6 hours! I was supposed to start my xmas shopping but got distracted. I bought this big -ass wallet/clutch. It looks like the thing. u no when u go to a restaurant and u get the bill/cheque thing, and its black and u open it and the papers inside.. well my wallet looks like that. its the same material and its huge!! anywayz i "copied" my sister, coz she bought the same 1 yday in tan.. but who cares, its cool =)
I recently realised how close me and my sisters are. Its an awesome feeling.. like for example, me and nat are re-watching all the charmed episodes.. anywayz we were sittin there, and shes like 2 more episodes! *hi 5* and amanda turns around and goes "u guys are idiots".. we all knew exactly what happened in 2 more episodes.. prue dies.. lol anywayz the fact that we all knew what we were countin down to, is pretty cool. And how today... i moved my car out of the parking (coz my free parkin was about to run out [tight ass i know, but that 6 bux could buy me lunch]) but anywayz, amanda turns to me and *hi 5d* me coz we just made it with 2 minutes to spare. anyways much luv to my sistas.
Ive finally finished uni, and its such a great feeling. i go to work, and come home, and im home. no thinking of what i need to do, or whats due next week. Its just free time. Its great.
today amy smsd me her wpm.. anywayz i just wanted to say thanks for still random txting me.. its nice to know im not forgotten.
anywayz back to watching Juno for the 5th time or so..

Paulie Bleeker: I still have your underwear.

Juno MacGuff: I still have your virginity.

Paulie Bleeker: Would you shut up?
i luv paulie.. so cute.. him and his tic tacs!

<3 xoxo