Sunday, February 06, 2005

Don't Let Up

slept over kathryn n beccas place last nite... woke up went cogee beach at like 10.. i was prepared 4 a good day... but stupid lifesaver dudes havin a competition n races.. closed beach and only place we could swin was filled with seaweed ewww... just sinbathed a bit... lol got burnt.. saw a few hottiez... and heard really nice accents.. i wanna b english/irish bootiful accents...anywayz went home at around 3 or sumthin near 4... now im bak at there house relaxin... omg im so depressing and i didnt even realise it... everyones commentin bout my blog bein sad :( i gotta b happy.. try bloggin about happy things..
im not really sad... its just that wen im bored i over think and be really dramatic or sumthin and its kinda annoyin.. i gota stop doin it :S i realised that im kinda clostrophobic.. well my mum said i am... thats y i get scared wen she drives and theres 2 trucks near us and i go crazy.. so scary... its not only in the car though.. wen im in rooms with alot of ppl in them i cant stay in there without startin 2 breath heavily... lol its funny if u think bout it...
omg :S lol annoyed now... ive been on for about an hour or sumthin and i didnt talk 2 one of my friends coz i was busy.. and i go wait afta i blog ill talk.. and just now i saw and they went offline... arghh how annoying =(
anywayz im really tired.. sun taken all my energy... *sigh* *yawn*
oh yeh i was meant 2 blog bout tuesday that went n how i met up with this dude.. and how it was stupid and blah blah guyz hav 2 many expectations n theyre all the same up themselves luvo snobs haha lalala
*yawnz* oo so scared my sistas gona read this. like amys bro read hers.. so embarassing... 4 awhile i used 2 worry bout it but i 4got and started 2 rite stuff that i dont want ppl to read.. let my gaurd down... and im really worried now someones gona read my blog n get the wrong impression or think im a psycho.. im not... im just weird.. i dont have any mental problems.. well i dont think i do.. :S
No matter how bad things get
Girl don't let it get to you
I know you're trying to make ends meet
So girl don't let it get to youY
ou only got one life to live
So don't let it get to you
So go on and make the best of it
Just don't let it get to you
inspirational song... "Don't Let Up" - AKON... makes me feel betta :) so annoyed though... i ordered his album 1 month ago.. was getn imported n they said giv it 3 months... and then i heard from a frend it was out.. soooo annoyed.. they didnt even call me 2 tell me it was out.. i wanted 2 b the 1st 2 hav it.. but nooo a million ppl got it now and im not an individual anymore lolz haha
:D lalala so bored... and tired.. no1s here.. amanda n becca at beach... kathryn at work.. nats in the shower.. and im nigel sittn at computer... i wana hav fun now and talk 2 every1 coz i wont b on in ages. :S but i have no1 2 talk 2.. :S mite stop bloggin coz yeh...
bye byez xoxoxo

1 comment:

Dreamy Eyed Gal said...

cool song!!!...and hey,I kno xactly wot u mean...I mean frds who read my blog were like "wot happened to u" and blah blah...thy thot I was either suffering from serious depression or goin crazy...but then v write blogs wen v r down..as I've written in 1 of my blogs..and all of us r weird in our own wez...every1's a li'l bit crazy...but then wots life without a li'l bit of craziness?...its BORING!!!...stay the same!!!