anguish

Winston Churchill once said: It is a mistake to look too far ahead. Only one link of the chain of destiny can be handled at a time.
These days, even trying to live within the hour or the day is hard. I don't know why, but lately i feel as though nothing at all in my life is good. Things may not necessarily be "bad", but there is absolutely nothing that is excellent, shining and above anything else. Nothing at all in my life at the moment feels worth it. I feel like im living my life in pointless ambition. To make it worse, i dont even know what would make things better. There is nothing to fix in the short term, and i have no long term plans to make happen. Im just living a pointless, lonely life. How miserable.