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Why do we play these games? Why is life a constant competition? Why is it that as soon as you realise whats going on, everything changes? Why is it that no one is around when you need them? Why is life full of these unanswerable questions that play constantly through my head? Why are the guyz u want not good for you and the ones you dont like always around? Why is it that when you crave something, and you eat it, you feel guilty afterwards? Why cant i go one day without thinking or feeling? Why is it hard to admit how you feel? Why cant you tell me you care? Why is it that when i have nothing to do, i have endless time; but when i have a million things to do, i can never find the time to do it? Why do i not have everything i want? Why do things come so easy to some, and hard to grasp for others? Why cant i say what i want? Why cant i say how i feel? Why do i refuse to reveal how i feel and wear a mask so others cannot see? Why do i feel so alone, when im sure there are many other people who feel the same way? Why am i studying when i dont even like to study? Why do i not seem to fit in, in any circumstances? Why have i changed and become someone not original? Why am i different to you and to others? Why am i not able to sleep early? Why cannot i wake up before 1pm? Why did i have a blackout for 2 whole hours, when noone else knew that darkness existed?