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sittin here.. waitin 4 my tea 2 cool down.. my throat is killin me..
2day i woke up with a really sore throat and weird dream.. ive had this dream b4.. i was in a silent movie.. but it was weird.. coz i could hear and talk.. arghh i cant remember it now.. lol i new it b4.. but now :S oh wellz..
anywayz 2day went livo with amanda lookn 4 her frends bday pressie.. n then came home n went over cuzinz house.. got home like bout an hour ago.. and came on.. pure net junkie
i was readin amys blog b4.. and she was talkin about adreniline rushes.. that feelin u get wen u c some1 u like or hav a crush on.. u feel like u got butterfliez in ur tummy and get all excited.. i miss those feelings.. sometimes i do get some feelin but i dont think its the full effect as i once did.. its like lil previews of it.. if u get wat i mean.. coz i dont
ive been thinkin alot 2day about everything.. ppl.. money.. life.. love.. family.. everythin.. ive been thinkin about problems n stuff and tryin 2 go through them in my head.. i feel a bit better about some things but other stuff kinda worse..
arghh my throat is killin me.. its like swollen and scratches.. i cant swallo coz it hurts and it feels like im thirsty all the time.. i need 2 go doctor.. havent been in ages.. and i got no time.. and im hungry lol ate chinese food at lunch time 2day.. my dad got me interested in the atkins diet... lol sounds pretty stupid.. me on a diet? but im tryin it 4 1 week... low carbs low sugas.. that means no icecream no chocolate and no PASTA :( oh wellz.. i can eat cheese and meat.. its not that bad.. i was watchin documentary bout it and the results are proven this girl lost 4kgs in 1 week.. and u become more healthy.. ur whole body system gets cleaned.. its really good
haha i dont think i will last but ill try.. with a lil persistance and patience and a bit of motivation i CAN do it lol..
haha.. im getn tired from typin so yeh.. bye bye
xoxoxo