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this morning i checked my horoscope for yesterday.. and its so true.!

Pisces 12-03-2006
You might wake up this morning, look in the mirror and decide that you hate what you see - even though you probably look fine. Therefore this is a good day to shop for new clothes, or get that haircut. Perhaps you're feeling a little blue, and getting out and indulging yourself is more a necessity than a luxury. But don't overindulge in food or drink at this time, dear Pisces; tomorrow you might not like the consequences!

lol.. yesterday i did wake up n feel gross, even though i had gotten my hair done on saturday.. and i went shopping.. and i bought clothes.. :D yay.. and last night i was eating chips n drinking coke.. and i felt yuk so i stopped eating.. and told my sister not 2 let my drink soft drinks for a long time.. coz its really unhealthy...
feelin really alone atm.. u no that alone.. ur not actually alone, but its like noone undestands u.. and noone is actually there 4 u.. they're there for the point of just being there. i duno how to explain it.. but i want some1 whos there 4 me.. and only me.. even if its just for a minute.. it would b nice 2 have some1 who cared enough to just sit there 4 u.. oh wellz waateva...
todays my day off from uni.. yay.. but im kinda bored.. i have alot of hw, and normal work to catch up on.. if u dont do ur work.. and if ur not 'proactive'.. u will never learn anything.. theres hardly any due dates.. no1 tells u what to summarise or what to take notes on.. they dont really check hw or anythin.. if u dont go ahead and 'study'.. and do it all urself, u will never ever learn anything.. ive been goin 2 uni for 2 weeks and ihavent learnt anythin.. so im freakin out and tryin 2 become 'unlazy' with schoolwork.. and actually 'study'.. omg how scary.. me of all people.. studying.. haha.. if i ever get around to it.. i have so much time.. i only go 2 uni 3 days a week.. and i have no idea what i do on the other 4 days i have off. but it feels like i have no free time at all!.. its annoying.. ive been so busy lately.. but i duno how.. or what ive actually been doing.. oh wellz..
i havent seen any1 in ages... well ok.. since our bday picnic thing.. which was only about 2 weeks ago.. wait.. not even.. it was only last week.. :( y does it feel like ages?! =( i miss every1.. it was fun sittin under that tree and talking and laughing.. i liked laughing.. i havent laughed that much in ages.. haha lil kids and lil puppies r funny..
sometimes i think that im unable to let go.. its hard for me to see things that i love to go away..
got distracted.. gona go.. bye byez
Sam xxoxo