Friday, October 28, 2005

5 down 2 to go

Biology was today and i totally stuffed it up.. i studied.. but it seemed like i studied all the wrong things.. there was alot of bullshitting involved.. i walked out at i think around 11-11:30 i cant remember the exact time. but i still feel really guilty about it.. and its not like if i stayed there id magically remember stuff.. i was finished and thats all i could write.. i got so bored at around 10:30-11 that i just wanted to stop writing and walk out.. i was so not in the mood.. and then we stayed back at the library to study 4 chem and that was sorta a waste.. we did study a bit.. but only 'a bit' omg im so upset atm i duno why but i am.. i think i maybe overtired.. i hate it when im in this mood.. i really wanna sleep but i dont wanna miss out on anythin..and i am extremely bored.. : *yawns and screams* i need socialisation.. to many exams is stressin me out and making me tired.. and i am really really really worried about chem.. i dont no anything.. im not gona learn anything.. and i will never no anything.. i really dont wanna do bad :( i cant b bothered to try.. im to lazy and tired and fed up with all the exams.. arghhh i hate them.. its to time consuming.. and ive got 2 weeks left! and only 2 exams. id rather they were on this monday and following tuesday so id never hav to sit and wait for an exam again.. : blehh total mind collapse.. save the last dance is on.. 1 of my fav movies and im not even watchin it coz if i go in my room ill fall asleep so i wasted my time.. wouldnt even get to watch the movie.. i cant keep my eyes open theyre gona start to burn.. : i need help..
*dizziness spins around falls to the ground, yells outloud, and talks to imaginary friend*
signs of insanity? maybe.. maybe not..
talking to urself is probably one..
bye byez
xoxo

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wow samantha you seem really stressed! get out and learn to relax! we should catch a movie one night! lol itll be heaps kewl to catch up and gossip lmaoz