Stars...

hmmz.. im gettin sick.. i can tell from my voice.. its kinda softer.. today i woke up at around 12.. had a weird dream but i cant remember it.. anywayz woke up watched cartoons "rocket power" haha watched more tv.. n then came on the net.. and tried to start my english essay.. spent 2 hours on it.. and all i got done was finding 13 pages of info.. i have the shortest attention span.. i get distracted so easily.. :S im neva gona get anything finished.. ive started so many things in my life and it takes me forever to finish them.. *looks on the bright side* at least they do get finished.. imagine if they didnt id have half cooked rotting pieces of meat from those days i decided to be use my talents at cookin n b a chef.. im the best chef.. *rolls eyes* once i made spaghetti.. and i burnt the oil :S who knew u could burn oil..anywayz i continued cooking not knowin the oil was burnt.. all the time spellin this really weird thing.. finished cookin.. served it to my family.. and then every1 kinda stopped eatin.. and my mums like ur burnt the oil.. :( i feel sorry for them they coulda gotten sick.. oh wellz.. thats ur fault 4 bein lazy and not cookin and leavin it up to me... hahaha
have u ever been in an awkward situation where u said something u shouldnt have.. u may hav offended a person and didnt realise it till it was too late.. or u started talkin about somthin that made the other person uncomfortable.. what r u meant to do? do u change the conversation? continue talkin bout the same thing? if u change the convo then the other person will realise the awkward situation and may start actin differently.. if u keep talkin u could say somthin even more stupid.. if the other person changes the convo coz theyre feelin weird.. do u feel bad coz u just realised what u said? lol i duno im talkin in circles.. if someone actually understands what im talkin bout.. ur my hero haha ;)
haha today amy went to the library and sat there for 4 hours.. behind her was eunice.. both didnt no that each other were there until it was too late.. they both were doin their physics assignment and coulda helped each other.. but they didnt no they were there till they left.. i think i believe in fate and destiny and all that.. so i guess this was destiny.. or there was a reason for them not seeing each other.. something better may have come from it.. that makes me think of times when im out and then someone sees me but i dont see them.. im always in a lost mood when im out.. i never seem to pay attention to the outside.. is it my lostiness that i dont see those people or is it destiny or fate.. i wasnt meant to see that person at that time.. am i meant to see them another time when its more suitable.. will i benefit for waitin and not seein that person.. lol see there i go again talkin in circles..
"Moonlight tends to look upsetting if you feel so too..." nice quote.. lol theirs no point to it.. i just like it.. haha
anywayz :S nite nite xoxoxox