emotionless.. who even noes if thats a word. it doesnt really sound rite.. thats exactly how i feel.. *thinks bout it..* actually maybe its the opposite.. i have no idea how im feeling atm..
im lost in la la land.. dont wanna think about how i am really feeling.. livin in my own world.. ignoring problems.. living.. tryin 2 be happy.. fake smiles..
anywayz.. one love - blue.. ignore wat the song is about.. but read the title.. is there one love? wat bout one sided love? thats really bad.. thats probably worse than anythin.. wen u like some1 and they don't.. or u dont no how they feel.. and what if u dont really no the person at all.. u dont no what they r really like.. or u think u no them.. but they r completely wrong for u.. u no if sumthin did eva happen it would neva work.. arghh stupid people.. if the world was just peaceful and every1 luvd every1 there wouldnt b any problems.. "its beta to have loved and lost then neva loved at all" - that 70s show.. haha probably quoted by some1 more philisophical but who cares.. thats where i saw it from. and yeh.. i like that quote.. really nice..
i watched 'Uptown Girls' today.. ive seen it once before.. last time i watched it i cried nostop.. i thought it may have been the time i was watchin it i mita been really emotional.. but i watched it today and i cried like alot.. maybe not as much as i did.. but alot.. lol im so sad.. im such a girl :S lol
yesterday i went stockies with my mum sistas n aunty.. bought a new top and belt.. made really good savings.. i saved like maybe 55% :D wow.. lol thats alot.. so happy.. then went to nonos house.. at 10pm we all decided we were hungry.. so rang up pizza..they were closed.. like omg how can pizza hut b closed? and then we spent hours deciding wat we wanted 2 eat.. we ended up goin 2 ffld.. franks for chicken.. only thing they had left.. and went 2 get kebabs.. omg i regret eatin it was 12:30 sumthin b4 we even started eatin.. oo wen we were at the kebab shop there was this azn lady there who kinda looked like a prostitue.. i swear :S and there was this man.. kinda aussie type real dirty looking.. her bf.. and the lady started smokin in the shop and the owner guy told her 2 get out bla blah.. later on her bf followed her outside and u could hear them screamin down the road.. wen we left he was hittin her! :S omg soo scary..
today went to david, daniel n marks house... yeh pretty alright.. havent seen em in ages.. arghh so jealous i want a car! daves got a silica.. so lucky looks pretty nice.. i want 1!!!!
haha anywayz.. 2moro chloe n shelly comin in mornin drop car off.. mum takin us 2 livo station pickin up anna on the way and we goin city.. cant wait.. kool activity week.. im relaxed.. no skool =D..
haha should be getn off soon gota wake up n get ready.. lol
xoxoxo
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