its soo hot and my head is tired.. i really wanna do good in this test.. if i fail or do shit im gona get so pissd and sad
:( its worth marks 2wards final uai mark.. its becommin so real now... less than a year 2 go till hsc.. and then ill b finished.. i hope this year goes really really fast coz i dont think ill be able to live through a slow year full of work and headaches.. i would rather it be a blur.. 2 much pain n sufferin studyin.. its nuthin u would wanna remember in the future..
i realised i kinda hav an obsession with tryin 2 make memories.. i realised this wen i was writin in my diary.. i dont really keep a diary.. but i sumtimes rite in 1.. like wen im bored or my head just racin and i got no1 2 talk 2.. anywayz i was sayin.. i realised its like i write my whole life in it.. little details so i wont 4get.. y do i do this? y do i worry about 4gettin stuff? i think one of my worst fears is gettin alzhymers disease wen im older.. that would be so sad.. forgettin ur life.. :(
anywayz.. the plan is 2 get off the net and then go study and not come back on.. dunno if it will work.. ill prob wanna come on again later.. but i cant.. lol.. net junkie.. :S
i also realised i have alot of worries and i stress over things that i cant control.. things that do concern me but worryin wont help the situation.. i do that wen i wanna help but i cant help... :S
These Kids - Joel Turner BEAUTIFUL SONG
These kids; trapped in a struggle and
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go through
And u wouldn’t believe em if they told you
anywayz.. betta stop writin.. mite have time 4 one game of gunbound.. bye byez
1 comment:
heyz. ur giving me pressure to study too`~~ arrr
i really really really wanna FALL
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but then what if i regret it when im older?
arrrrrRrrrrr. i think i know what im doing? but then im not~~` =_____="
anyways im studying calculus now. ><"
im just lost
nvm~~
XD
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